Short rant

Hey.

Sorry I haven't been updating on this blog much.

I have had many things going on lately. And many things I don't feel like sharing..

But then as I was in the shower just an hour ago, I thought of why I started blogging in the first place.

Right now, I feel really lost. Confused and lonely. And No, not the horny lonely.

But Well, I've met many people recently. Many guys actually.

And they're all really nice. But meh.

I kinda miss being the girl that was good at talking.

After I moved here, I'm the one who is always quiet and answering.

They ask all the same questions, they just always ask questions.

Which, I like. and which was like how I used to be.

In NZ, I was always the one who asked people questions, not the others.

The questions I get now are so common though.

Which isn't a bad thing, because well, I'm new. and it's normal for someone to wanna know more about you.

But I mean - I miss being the girl people turned to. The one that had a gift of talking. The one that's usually

liked for her personality. But here.. it's the other way around.

Also, why I don't feel like blogging on this blog, it's because well...

people do read it. And my things are really personal. Sometimes, even the person I write about could be

reading it. Which makes this whole thing agh. Which makes me feel like Taylor Swift, writing about guys.. :/

But like I said, I did say I will be writing in honesty.. So I will TRY to update more often. :)

and yes, in details and all..