A promise and silence.

There was this guy that I once loved, I still love him, but.. maybe in a different way from how I used to.
We made a promise to talk every single day; but realized it wasn't realistic, due to the distance and how both our lives would be filled with business and changes. So we promised to message each other atleast once a week. For the first month or so, we would talk almost every single day. But that slowly decreased, as the weeks came along. So things between both of us slowly changed.

He told me he still likes me, and that he'll wait for me. But he wants me to move on.
The thing is, I have. But I still love him. Is that wrong?

Is it wrong for me to write such things, knowing that there's a slight chance he'd come across this?
Or Is it wrong to move on, or have jumped into anything with him in the first place?

Being honest, we haven't talked in more than a month. Well, I did my part; I promised him, during our little argument/tension thing, that no matter what, I won't give up on him or our friendship; That I will continue to message him, even if he doesn't.

I told him this a few times, once or twice.

And I still do message him - once in awhile. I promised him I will message him once a week, but.. I failed to do so. I mean being honest, it's hard to continually talk to someone that doesn't respond. But I made a promise to not give up on him, our friendship, and I will continue to do so; In caring for him, praying for him, thinking of him and writing to him.

Last time I heard from him was more than a month and a half ago. Almost 2 months now.

I don't feel hurt. I just wonder at times, how he's doing, what he's doing now, whether he's okay, whether he has changed, and how things will be when we meet again.

He thinks we won't meet again, but I do. We will. We have to..

Yea, I think it'd be interesting to see how things go in the near future. I'm looking forward to seeing him, and everyone else. Particularly him though, just because. :)

Well, until then!